I have too much time on my hands. With all my free time, I spent a lot of time thinking. About my life. How I could make it better. How I can get the things I want and I need. How to not think so much about my life.
I shouldn't be in my head so much. I'm a Cancer. We aren't overthinkers. We are emotional, but not overthinkers. I think it comes from my moon being in Capricorn - they are hard on themselves, and I definitely am (but I'm working on that, along with everything else).
Turning off my mind is much more difficult than I imagined. So I need something to occupy it. Right now its books. I'm reading several things all at the same time, cause who wants to read one book at a time? That's no fun. I've got a bunch of things going to try and distract me from what's going on in my head.
At the same time, I'm also working on visualizing what I want, in a "Law of Attraction" sort of way. Let's see if this works.
Oh, and we're into mediation now. Good times.