Feeling Melancholy

I think my heart has given up on love. You know the best part about love? The feeling that you have when you know that someone cares about you. Knowing that someone worries about you, wants you to be happy, looks across the room at you with love in their eyes...all that kinda stuff.

I don't feel any of that.

I feel like I don't matter to anyone.

I can't even listen to the radio or watch a sappy video anymore. Its just reminders of what I don't have.

I feel about about as unspecial as a person can be. Nobody wants me.

I'm lost.

And alone.

And sad.


Maybe I'm just depressed.